Art-As-Therapy Experience

We do what we do without conscious knowledge of our actions. No matter how reasonably we plan to execute our intent, the verifiability of our reflective inner nature, (from which all divine action springs) dictates what will ultimately be. No matter whether we like it or not. We have no causal bearing in the outcome whatsoever even though we would like to take the praise or blame for our decisions. We are driven by deeply imbedded sensual passion that allows no human interference to obscure the definitive results.

As human beings, we are never satisfied. No doubt, there are rare moments of peaceful resolve, but beneath the surface of expressed cohesion, we entangle ourselves with wanton thoughts of concern, worry, strife and vexation. We get so consumed with the the result of our actions and how ‘what we do’ will appear to others, we lose our focused purpose of detached intent. No ‘lust of result’ should guide our actions; we need merely present the authentic core of being and let it be.

An ineffable awareness exists behind, before, between, below, beside and above our consciousness. We are unable to reach it; therefore, incapable of influencing, finagling or capturing the intent. A myriad of inconceivable, infinite layers pervade our unconsciousness which merely reflect the parallel nebulous idea of the unstated, unrealized, yet-to-be envisioned unmanifested reality of it. Yes! There IS something behind (permeating) all of it! We just will never know what it is. We can make up any story we like. Defend to our death our convictions and the passionate executions, thereof. Ascribe to any favored parable we favor or prefer but it does not alter, affect or change the incalculable, uncompromisable truth. It is NOT my truth or your truth or the other truth. IT is beyond any comprehensible word laden expression we can give it. In fact, IF we can express, define, explain or describe it, we can rest assured the manufactured presentation has been carefully, methodically and traditionally developed to appease some irascible fear ridden tendency. It exists solely because we can NOT touch (penetrate) it

We need not hesitate in our movement; no matter IF we can not see what is around the bend. In fact, because we do NOT know what lies ahead, the ‘unknown’ opportunity prompts us to continue on so that it may be revealed. Trying to avoid what is going to be is like telling the sky not to rain after the showers have started the downpour. We can not avoid who we are in the spinning vortex of this assumed reality anymore than we can stop the sun from rising. We may go to great lengths to delay the inevitable or retard the progress, but the effort is wasted. It is what it will be with or without our conscious approval. The immediate task is to get beyond the barriers of self-restriction of buried limitation by the very act of plunging ahead! We can never meet more of ourselves than we are capable of handling at the moment. By and through the various risks we incorporate, are we revealed and expressed. .

We are forever surrounded by that which sustains, supports and strengthens us. Never are we alone. We consummate our lives by and through the chosen interactions but always with an eye ever peeled to the invisible force of preferred subjective operation. In other words, we seek to know, understand and reflect upon our regenerative actions whereby we are the benefactor. We want to incorporate the will to live fully and completely without reservation or regret. But, we stop short of moving beyond that which we tenaciously cling to- as the fortress of our familiar surroundings-of comfort and security. We say we are ready for change and yet, we merely dabble in the idea. IF we get too close to the edge of conversion, we jump back through the hoop of associated identity so we do not lose our place of supposed importance and needed reference.

We radiate from the center by a combustible supposition of vibrating molecules of nuclear fusion. In essence, we keep collapsing in upon ourselves in order to expand. Without the apparent breaking down of ineffectual relationship systems, (whether biological, physical, environmental, emotional, financial, or spiritual) incapable of making the leap forward, our bodies appear to get sick, age and deteriorate. We are always in the process of evolving. One continuous movement of disjointed episodes working toward and contributing to the whole, our lives reflect the spiral of fragmented unified wholeness. .

What is real sexual intimacy? The psychic ability to be in the presence of another without having to think about the relationship; the interaction forms a bio-electrical charge of inexplicable permeable saturation. The resonating vitalities of the two physical bodies, so energetically magnetically fuse together, that orgasmic pleasurable sensations move beyond definitive words.

Giving personal attention to the fantasy side on our inner most being releases innocent, childlike, artistic expression. Possessing calculating thoughts beforehand interferes with the artistic output of any project. Laughing uproariously enables us to flow without conflicting boundaries and inordinate restrictions. Fear of appearing ridiculous creates the barrier that obstructs our natural flow. In order to explore the depths of unrealized passions, we must break through the tenacious confining restrictive modes of conditioned behavioral operative forces in our character which define, demonstrate and deliver an acceptable, identifiable ‘lust of result’ way to be. Forget about it. Blast open the portal of self restraint to reveal what is lurking just below the surface waiting to Live uninhibitedly!